CONFUSED

Do u sometimes wonder who you are and all you are about?  well i do.  it happens so often that i drive myself crazy and get so distracted by it.  i guess as a 30yr old female i should already know me, but i am still trying to figure out what me is all about.  i have some would say great family and friends but that just makes me worst as i don't believe that they are so great and supportive.  Growing up in Africa was great, now growing up in England is great but were do i fit in,  i am so confused its unbelievable.  i am so happy that i grew up partly in Africa, but growing up in the western world has also taught me so much that i feel like i am stuck in the middle.  I KNOW IT SOUNDS RIDICULOUS, but dats me for you.